I honestly hate myself for still feeling this way at 23. Whenever I’m out, I always feel like the ugliest girl in the room, and it literally makes me feel completely worthless. It sucks watching how nicely everyone treats beautiful women. Nobody ever says anything mean to them. Guys are always looking out for them, and other girls always have their back. They get this pass in life that I’ve never had. No one has ever helped or protected me except my parents.I’ve learned to just rely on myself, because my parents won’t be around forever and nobody else gives a damn about me. Maybe this is how it should be.
Listen… I get the frustration, but you really do need to talk out your frustrations in a healthy and safe environment. I’ve been there, it sucks but it gets easier.
Lots of us like licking vagina, but oral cums after healing and you need healing. Bandaiding your issues with orgasms is patchwork at best.
There are plenty of online providers. If you’re in a sane country with good mental health care, take advantage of it. If you’re not, see what programs are available to you. Until then I hope you don’t jump on someone cooch first before taking care of your mental.
I’m sure you’re a nice person, probably not as ugly as you think. So please, actually get some help. It worked for me, and I’m hoping it’ll work for you.