I honestly hate myself for still feeling this way at 23. Whenever I’m out, I always feel like the ugliest girl in the room, and it literally makes me feel completely worthless. It sucks watching how nicely everyone treats beautiful women. Nobody ever says anything mean to them. Guys are always looking out for them, and other girls always have their back. They get this pass in life that I’ve never had. No one has ever helped or protected me except my parents.I’ve learned to just rely on myself, because my parents won’t be around forever and nobody else gives a damn about me. Maybe this is how it should be.
It’s similar for guys who don’t get attention from women but I think we tend to focus on our interests instead.
But yes, it’s very unfair, this life, in that way. However, envy will only make you feel bad. I suggest getting good at something else so you get confidence from that instead.