fuck I’m not in the right headspace when I’m asking this, unresolved trauma. Now I’m repeating in my head “love them more than my mental illnesses”.

I wanted to warn an organization i cared about my past and that manipulation comes naturally to me to the point where I don’t notice after the fact. I legit want see them succeeded and stand in blind solidarity.

I have reached out someone in the organization about my issues. I’m hoping they respond.

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        Me when I’m about to do a crime: “no one cared who I was before I put on the mask”

        Don’t worry I’m referring to the time I witnessed someone destroyed an inflatable trump statue

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        Lol are you actually a cult leader, but if they know I’m a narcissist then I shouldn’t feel the need to disclose.

        Kinda feel like an injured animal being dog piles by other mentally ill people

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            Interesting wording. But yeah it feels like signaled other people to attack my ego. Didn’t expect that I would actually retaliate against another narcissist.