Damn, what a crazy moment in your life. Genuinely thank you for sharing. I know there’s nothing I can say that will help but I hope you find a way to not guilt yourself over it too much. We all have moments, especially when we’re emotionally exhausted like you must have been, where we’re not at our best. That’s just being human. That was thirty seconds out of two months and however much time prior where I’m sure you more than made up for it.