I made a blender model and animation of this thing I experienced to show how it looks like and moves, and to use that as a way to find out if someone knows what it is, where or why. I don’t know much more and am wondering what others know based on their encounters. It’s somewhere at some time, seems huge. The discs are flattish and don’t reflect light other than from the edges. I’ve tried posting in a few communities and get mostly aggravated answers, or overtly focusing on how I got this knowledge (almost like I’ve done something forbidden when it’s not an aspect I care about), and one got modded hidden.
Ask the “universe” or whatever your philosophy is on what meditation connects to. The thing people tell us to listen to with “intuition”
The irrational emotion would interest me so much I’d explore it further but you do you.
Very interesting experience thanks for sharing.