• Makan@lemmygrad.ml
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    27 days ago

    same on the last part

    I think solitude is good tbh

    Too much can be bad

    but i have never felt like I was truly away from people

    especially from people i don’t like

    i have my own room though in my house

    but i am still with people that I don’t like or that make me uneasy

    and the spectrophobia doesn’t help

    the spectrophobia doesn’t help at all sometimes lol

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      27 days ago

      Spectrophobia sounds like a harsh hand to be dealt ngl.

      I am doing okay alone. I just do wish that sometimes i had an actual drive to meet people.

      The issue of also makes it hard to organize because technically i only cognitively care about humans and the world. Emotionally i really don’t get much of the “i care about this” chemicals.

      but i am still with people that I don’t like or that make me uneasy

      My roommates are okay, but mutiple mentally disabled people living together is a damn mess. On one hand everyone understands what it’s like having your problems not be respected, on the other hand- do the damn dishes pls😭

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        27 days ago

        Yeah, depression can cause people to stop, say, taking a shower consistently or cleaning up a little.

        Also, I prefer to be with “happy” people if I can help it.

        No obsessive or constant trauma-dumping or “venting,” which can almost immediately depress the mood or atmosphere around you.

        But honestly, anything would be better than my suburban residential home lol

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          27 days ago

          Also, I prefer to be with “happy” people if I can help it.

          Sameeee. Honestly, i love neurotypicals sometimes because they are so easy to deal with in my experience.

          No obsessive or constant trauma-dumping or “venting,” which can almost immediately depress the mood or atmosphere around you.

          Absolutely. My GF does sometimes drift into venting too much to me because her mental health also prevents her from seeing her friends and venting to them.

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            27 days ago

            yeah, i get that

            my Mom (the only one in my family I can say that I love) does this regarding my own dad

            and it gets tiresome