Tried to take a walk in the park to clear my mind but the park was so busy with people, cyclists and joggers that I couldn’t relax. All the good benches away from the paths were taken as well. I came back home even more overstimulated. I stayed in a small village recently where you could just walk in the forest without seeing anybody which was great. I could just walk without the fear of judgement or invasions of personal space. I really need that. Especially since I’m grieving and don’t like seeing people just living life normally, while I’m broken inside.